Everything was perfectly fine, as you know it so often is..until I went "lacking". Without that love there, without the constant affection, something happened where it all was virtually lost in a way, but I know it's still there. You cannot dissever my bleeding heart from this passionate craze. It all went lacking, and now I'm hanging onto to things that I shouldn't hang on to. But all is well, even if I am lacking. Battle after battle, light after light....